logarithm

the danger of updating after a night of drinking is you never know what you will find written the next morning, to wit...

actually, I know I'm not drunk enough for this to be truly dangerous, plus no one who could break my heart reads this fucking thing anyway

that alone is enough to justify an entry.
admission of that level of (not lonely) alone-ness








"yes, but I do it with style and creativity"


two of these things just don't belong

euphoria, which isn't a mountain in upstate washington
I've never ignored anyone who I didn't want to talk to me
stop it, I didn't drink enough yet
and besides, I thought you were the one that I only thought was hot

walls and cars and scars and bars
light the night we might make right
given that you've taken me and taking all forgiving

demonology, which defies logic and defines irony
listen to the king and kneel, after all, that would kill me
bibles are more honest and you would know
tremble, I can lie and say it's cold

two I am at 2 a.m.
the one who knew and lied and died
given that you've taken me and taking all forgiving
drowning in the bottom of the cup that's in your hand

arcane(gel)
manic
3-16-03 a.m.