Monday, May 20, 2002

hello darkness my old friend...

when we care about someone, we like to believe that the feeling will never deteriorate. the truth is, I've lost feeling for people that I swore I would love forever. but at the same time, I've felt love grow for people that I haven't seen in years. family, friends with whom I've lost touch. the girl of my dreams. today I can mean that literally.

last night I had the most incredibly vivid dream about the one girl that I swore I didn't love. the girl I didn't profess my feelings to. the one that got away, so to speak.

and I told her in my dream, finally I told her.

and then she left me, which is what I imagine would happen if I ever found her to tell her in real life. but she held me, and kissed my lips, and told me that it would happen next time. in the next life where it was meant to be.

what is meant to be tonight? 

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