deny everything

i'm just a spoke in a wheel
a part of a puzzle
part of the game
i'm being framed


it rained, I worked anyway. saw orange county, it was pleasantly mediocre. then the circle jerks.

it's been a long time coming. and well worth the wait. perhaps I've gotten closure on a portion of my life, but I'm not ready to hang up the gloves like Michael. it still works. I still love coming out of a show with that buzz,batteries charged.

hey ladies, get funky.

time to start again, I'm gonna get a jump start on spring and maybe be a little friendlier before the weather brightens my disposition. I will CHOOSE to be happy, or at least happier.

and I have nothing to hide, so, yeah, maybe I should work on that. maybe I should have a secret love, or a clandestine affair, or even a crush. it's not my fault that I'm a misfit, but it's not like I do a whole lot of trying either.

damn I hope I can still rock out like those old bastards I saw tonight when I'm in my forties. and beyond.
music is the answer.

manic