nostalgia is a motherfucker

there's never been
a better time to be alive

i miss the girl that

I love
and i'm lucky 

The Pomegranate Circus

I am desolate in dimension
circling the sky
like a rainy bird,

wet from toe to crown
wet from bill to wing.

I feel like a drowned king
at the pomegranate circus.

I vowed last year
that I wouldn't go again
but here I sit in my usual seat,
dripping and clapping

as the pomegranates go by
in their metallic costumes.

--Richard Brautigan 

inner child's play

i don't know what to write

i don't know if I feel one way or another about it.

i'm just kinda shocked, and a bit shakey.

but I know I have to mark this down, somehow, so here we are.