Monday, September 15, 2003

I'm a jeep ass nigga

i speak in shards of syllables 
that are broken up like shrapnel
from the language of insanity
where i live in the capitol
there's a signal just below me
where my voice becomes imaginary
processed by machines in dreams
that fight for my vocabulary
a couple dozen people
used to know my body politic
fewer saw the broken soul,
the maddest love sick lunatic
and counted on my fingers
are the ones i call my friends
who kept my ass alive through
times i swore would be my end
i hope this can remind them all
of bonds made since we met
so even when i can't be there
the words make sure we don't forget
i know that things get ugly
and family's not always there
so you gotta have your friends close by,
the ones who really care
no matter how the girls play out
through nights that bleed like hell
we're there each morning after
just in case you need our help
to keep you out of jail,
or at the pub to soak your sorrow
a reminder that you're strong enough
to face the world tomorrow
side by side through all the seasons
no one else remembers
one october's just as cold
as forty-five decembers
for all the times we had no time
when day, week, month is just a name
it's just like minutes passing by
friends will always be the same 

Saturday, September 13, 2003

Thursday, September 4, 2003

What's so funny about peace, love, and oral sex?

standing at the wishingwell, peering over
reach in my pocket. SNAP.
I only carry hundreds.

imagine that, you're a millionaire without a penny

strangely, the dollars wouldn't have the same effect.

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my myopia knows no bounds. 
my alarmclock knows what time it is.
my dog knows I'm trying to trick him.
my journal knows that I've lost my mind.
my heart knows that time can be an enemy.

your days know the reason for laughter.
your child knows less math than you think.
your bathroom knows all your dirty secrets.
your bed knows the dreams you've forgotten.
your heart knows someone that looks nothing like me.

"all I know is that I don't know, all I know is that I don't know nothin'" 

Monday, September 1, 2003

in an amazing bit of post-ironic circumstance, tonight i saw a beautiful girl in 7-11 wearing a t-shirt that read: Rock and Roll Saves Lives